9/20/89 2:20 AM "For some strange reason, I'm not tired. I can't seem to find myself to sleep. I really want to go home. I think I need...

9/20/89 at 4:50 pm "It's all my fault. That's what I keep telling myself. Everything that could possibly go wrong for me, besides dying,...

9/1/89 "Well, today was like any other day. Extremely boring. I found myself constantly running back and forth, doing nothing. Funny,...