"I feel a lot better today. I cried too much over the past couple of days, and I’m tired of crying. Things will happen regardless of what...

9/21/89 “I woke up this morning extremely tired. I guess I should have gone to sleep earlier, but I was restless. I was late today for my...

9/20/89 at 4:50 pm "It's all my fault. That's what I keep telling myself. Everything that could possibly go wrong for me, besides dying,...