9/30/1989 I’m happy, and I’m extremely sad. I am happy because I’m home and I saw my brother. I’m sad because my brother seems to be...

"Today, I have to take my make-up in psychology. Hopefully, I’ll do well or at least better than what I did on the last one. Since...

9/25/94 "Crying! I woke up this morning at about 6:00 a.m. I had such a horrible dream that I woke up crying. I dreamed my brother was...

9/20/89 at 4:50 pm "It's all my fault. That's what I keep telling myself. Everything that could possibly go wrong for me, besides dying,...